Move on already

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Hate it when someone stucks in your head like forever. Ehmagerd get out already! Menyusahkan je lah. Ish I HATE IT SO MUCH. How come a girl like me like a boy like you?! I must be dreaming. Ya Allah, get over it lah Mai. Kau nak periksa lah. Ish

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Another

We had this sports thing. So I walked with her to the field. We were fine back than until she met this one girl which her band mate. I mean come on how many times do you have to see her. So i just thought that probably im just not important anymore. So they walked in front of me where theres no space for me to walk besides them. Then we reached the field. I thought she alr gone but NO they both go just go left me alone no one was there i was alone she ditched me she just go without saying anothing just go bye bye no blah blah. Im very upset but i told myself to be positive. I just go ahead and find the others. So I was fine after that. The next morning. She came to me. I was like oh yeah you again oh hi okay. She's with me until the sports thing start. SHE DITCHED ME AGAIN. I mean like at least could you say youre sorry? Youre sorry for ditching me alone without saying anything wtf are you thinking!? I just i dont i. I was right im not important. She didnt say hi even we passed by. Not eye contact. Theres none. I was nothing. I just a thing. A thing with no heart. Nothing inside just a puppet you could play with. I just cant be srong anymore.. I gave up

A Friend

So, i had a crush on someone. I told this girl because we always together and well basically she sitting besides me ofcourse. I thought (MAYBE) she already changed and wont tell anyone a secret. So I told her I had a crush on him. I DIDNT EXPECT ANYTHING. But theres one time suddenly someone asked me "Is that him?" Im shocked, scared, speechless and upset. Im dissappointed. So i try very hard to act like i dont like him anymore. And things were fine. Suddenly BOOM this one day. I just dont understand why. Another girl talked about him, im very shocked she knew his name and she even said that "No, thats Mai's" I was so scared that time because his classmates were besides us. I just keep on being strong and being positive. Well, probably I should keep things myself. No one will understand how i feel. No one cares. I just dont know whether shes consider me as her friend or not..

What im into?

Im this type of girl who will into something deeply and got addicted to it, but after months i'll get bored. I'll get bored to things easily. I just

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