A Friend

So, i had a crush on someone. I told this girl because we always together and well basically she sitting besides me ofcourse. I thought (MAYBE) she already changed and wont tell anyone a secret. So I told her I had a crush on him. I DIDNT EXPECT ANYTHING. But theres one time suddenly someone asked me "Is that him?" Im shocked, scared, speechless and upset. Im dissappointed. So i try very hard to act like i dont like him anymore. And things were fine. Suddenly BOOM this one day. I just dont understand why. Another girl talked about him, im very shocked she knew his name and she even said that "No, thats Mai's" I was so scared that time because his classmates were besides us. I just keep on being strong and being positive. Well, probably I should keep things myself. No one will understand how i feel. No one cares. I just dont know whether shes consider me as her friend or not..